by R. Nachman of Breslov
I will tell you what I saw. And you tell your children.
Someone was lying on the ground, and people were sitting around him in a circle. There was a second circle around the first, a third circle, and so on.
Around these circles sat some other people in no particular order.
The man who was sitting in the middle on his side was moving his lips, and everyone around him moved his lips like him.
Then I saw that the man in the middle was no longer there, and all the people sitting around him stopped moving their lips.
“What is going on?” I asked.
I was told that the man had grown cold and died. Since he had ceased to speak, the others had ceased to speak as well.
Afterwards, everyone began running.
I ran after them. I saw two beautiful palaces.
Two ministers sat there.
The people ran to the ministers and began to complain to them, “Why did you fool us?” They wanted to kill these ministers. Finally, the ministers ran out.
When I saw the ministers, I liked them very much. I ran after them.
From afar, I saw a beautiful tent.
People shouted from the tent to the ministers, “Go back! Find all your merits. Take them in your hand and go to the candle hanging there. There you will be able to accomplish everything that you want.”
The ministers went back and took their merits. There were bundles of merits. They ran to the candle, and I ran after them.
A lit candle was hanging in the air. The ministers came and threw the merits at the candle, and sparks fell from the candle into their mouths.
The candle [HaNeiR] turned into a river [NaHaR], and they all drank from it.
Creatures were formed within them. When they opened their mouths to speak, the creatures emerged.
I saw them running back and forth. They were neither human nor animal--just creatures.
Afterwards, the ministers decided to return to their place. They said, “How can we get back to our place?”
One of them said, “Let us send a message to the person standing there who is holding a sword from the heavens to the earth.”
They said, “Whom shall we send?”
They decided to send the creatures. The creatures went there, and I ran after them.
I saw a frightening being standing from heaven to earth with a sword in his hand that reached from heaven to earth, which had many blades.
One blade was sharp for killing; another blade was for poverty; another blade was for weakness. And there were other blades for other punishments.
They began, “It is a long time that we have been suffering because of you. Now help us and bring us to our place.”
He said, “I cannot help you.”
They asked, “Give us the blade of death and we will kill the people.”
But he did not agree.
They asked for another blade, but he did not want to give them any blade. So they left.
Meanwhile, an order was given to kill the ministers, and their heads were cut off.
Then things went back to what they had been before.
A person lay on the ground and there were circles of people about him, and they ran to the ministers, and so forth, all over again.
But this time, I saw that the ministers did not throw their merits at the candle. Instead, they took the merits, went to the candle and broke their hearts and began to beg before the candle. Sparks fell from the candle into their mouths.
They pleaded more and the candle turned into a river, and so on, and the creatures were formed. And I was told, “These will live. The first ones were guilty of death because they threw the merits at the candle and did not plead, as these had.”
I didn’t understand this.
I was told, “Go to such-and-such a room and you will be told what it all means.”
I went there, and an old man was sitting there. I asked him about this.
He grasped his beard and told me, “This beard is the explanation of the story.”
I answered him, “I still don't understand.”
He told me, “Go to such-and-such a room, and there you will find the explanation.”
I went there, and I saw a long, broad, endless room, full of writings. And wherever I opened up [a book], I saw an explanation of the story.
Chayei Moharan p. 36, #2
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